trying not to be a prick

guns n roses concert tonight

the guns n roses concert is tonight in Barcelona.

míriam bought us tickets, and i cannot go.

it breaks my heart to think i can’t be sitting there next to her - the culmination of more than five years of loving her, knowing guns n roses is her saviour.

that seat was meant for us. she reserved it with all the love she had left for me.

i hope she has fun, i hope she forgets about the pain i caused her. i hope her guest is kind to her and doesn't treat her like he annoys her.

and i hope one day that i can be somewhere next to her, listening to sweet child of mine live.

#loss #music #prick